shut-uppercy:

writing fanfic more like:

  • have I used that word recently *ctrl + f* shit
  • “are you still working on that fic?” last edited: 24th January 2005 “haha of course”
  • that feeling when someone comments
  • planning a fic down to the words you’ll use without anywhere to write it down and getting home and remembering none of it
  • it’s just a fic no one will care about inaccuracies *spends four hours researching a 2000-word one-shot*
  • grammar
  • *sees word in advert* yes that’s a good word I’ll remember that word *never uses word*
  • my last four fanfics are centred around this character and while it means their characterisation is perfect, people are yelling at me
  • “oh you write? can you name a character after me” “ummm”
  • is that a real word *red line appears* well why isn’t it

Been there done that. Preach

Vibration

It’s the shape of the letters
The consonants the vowels
A round O for shock
A small o for love
When you gasp in panic does it stretch to an A

Watch the letters dancing,
They leap off the lips
Watch them when you kiss me
When they twist , they hiss
It’s the shape of the letters when you sigh
You are mine
The consonants the vowels
They degrade
They die

when you absorb the spilled ink

How did we end here?
Did you begin, with my heart beat in your ears ?
Was I weeping from being born or from noting you?
Gone
Were we arrows, aimed at each other in the dark?
Or twists and turns, decisions made at stop lights throughout?
I missed you and I did not know
Until eyes lit fire, until blood pumped faster
When you smiled
I knew when my heart sighed, within me
Recognition
Pain
Fear
How did we end here?
Arrows, aimed at the dark sky
Following the course of the stars